saffroncanvas

hello world. it has been a wicked week of food gorging sessions and ending up of very light pockets.
big O, ritz carlton greenhouse, amara element, fish & co, tony romas, heaven's loft, crystal jade and etc. i cant remember exactly!
and if you didnt know i dont really fancy foodcourt food. not that im a pampered child neither i am particular about whatever you are thinking im particular about yknw. i'd even choose hawker centres over foodcourt anytime! i'd rather spend the money on nice nice yummy food which is something of cus, the foodcourts dont offer! and if they do like food republic, food opera around town areas, theyre so freakin' costly that i'd rather go to somewhere else with an additional credit of a nice ambience! geez. haha. so whenever i call for the foodcourt (and only do if im reallyyyy broke), baby would be very surprised and give me the very amazed/astonished look and ask "are you sure?!"

shit. im such a spender. my mom keeps telling me I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO SAVE.
and when sometimes i get that kick, i will tell baby OMG I WANT TO SAVE AND I AM DETERMINED TO DO SO.
and his typical reply would be ARE YOU SURE? YOU? TRUST ME WILL NEVER HAPPEN.
and my reply to him would be REALLY!! THIS TIME I REALLY FEEL LIKE SAVING! CAN ONE!!
but my determination fails me endlessly.
what a bullseye, hahah!!

anyway, big O's still good! the last time ive been there was about a year back and the standard remains! <3<3
wanted to go to THE LINE at shangri la for our anniversary but it was fully booked so we settled for
greenhouse at ritz carlton. they have a wide spread of seafood and yay go sashimi!!! MY FAVOURITE! prawns crab lobsters clams oysters maguro salmon and more! but im not in favour of their desserts. most of them have this, uh, strikingly unusual taste.

element at amara wasnt too bad too hehe. the oysters were good too albeit im not a fan of them!
tony romas steak's wonder <3
heaven's loft is too expensive! ): will never go back there with that kinda pricing for that quality of food!

oh and i made sushi! tuna, cheese and salmon hehe. they were pretty good i must say especially with my sub standard kitchen skills hahahah! though the wrapping was uhm a little awful! will work on that heh.

on a random note. im always getting a shock whenever the newspaper delivery man comes dropping our daily copy at our door because the sound of it hitting our gate just comes too sudden. haha im just rather amused with myself that im still not used to it after so many donkey years. yay. oh! and i hate my neighbour. shes so *kpkb* grr

goodnight! looking forward to terr's friend wedding tomorrow. hope i dont fall ill. wish me well hahaha

no calls , no sms.
till i did.

so honestly do i look weird in them. boyfriend loves it. he thinks i look younger now. omg.
yet im starting to hate it and wish that i can wake up tmr with my usual long fringe. though i always alternate between the two different fringes, i always cut my bangs myself. for this once i decided to try the salon. it was okay. but uh not really what i wanted. and its bloody thick(okayokay i asked for it) but i look like some barbie doll now, a new nickname by daniel and mommy. omggg.
and boyfriend? he calls me baobei for wtv reason i dont know.

anyway im contemplating if i should rebond or curl my hair.
AND im gna invest in a new set of makeup. the everyday look, intense look for dinners and stuff, get a good blusher, nice lipgloss and lipstick. haha seriously im not into makeup so i think getting those stuff wont last me more than.. a month.
haha making up is a hassleeeeeee! i
or maybe i should just get those eyeliner with smudger at the back. geez
but im aiming for the chanel lipgloss teehee :D totally awesome!

its gonna be 4 more days to our one year anniversary! baby and i are deciding where to head for a good dinner :)
the following day's gonna be mommy's birthday!
gosh there are too many birthdays coming up and terr's friend wedding.

and you know whats up next on bluekismet?
BCBG COCKTAIL DRESS! TELL YOU ITS AWESOMEEEEEEEE! its gonna be in deep purple!

cant wait!!!!


 

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hello earthlings i know i havent been blogging for sometime but life is hectic indeed. was so busy with manufacturing issues, assignments, work, interview test(s).  i was so close to getting the job as a fashion designer to receive training in the states. tell me that i just missed a great opportunity cus i decided to submit my termination at the latest minute. i was the highest scorer in the test and i just gave it up like that. imagine, i took a almost 16 hours test and i just gave it up for the final one. ohgawdddddd please kill me nowwwww. honsetly, this is the TOUGHEST job interview ive ever went through. but of cus i know why. basic pay alone is 3k plus fashion allowance 1.4k. haha, DAMN GOOD RIGHT.

i was trying to reason with myself why i made this choice
1) i dont wna leave my family and go to the states for training ):
2) probably this test came at the wrong timing when i was especially busy with submissions
3) im pretty half hearted about it cus it came too sudden.

but imagine if you were the top scorer and you decided to quit at the latest minute. i dont know. i just feel like shooting myself now.

 

look at the sample ive received today!!! <3
maybe the silky effect is not there cus i cant use silk! the price is gna be crazy!
haha how can you possibly not LURVE this!!!
 

actual piece

 

mooncake festival's here again! :D
celebration with baby's family together with his granddad's birthday! 

( whopping 40 people! )


 

i like this.

love it! the material is so perfect! :)
if im gna manufacture this, i think i'd go for black? i dont know though, any constructive opinions? i need to find a perfect belt for this. doesnt look so nice without one especially with that existing waistband in the middle!  :/ but anyhoos, totally love that cutout design at the shoulders! working with the new manufacturer is totally fab! the quality of clothes produced by them is WAY better (like a hun times) than the previous that ive worked with. and im really glad that in fact no sample pieces needs any alteration/modifications cus theyre already so perfect!

so many things have been going on these past few days
it makes me wonder and think whats exactly for me.
"i want it to be your personal reasoning too"
sigh

plus these food items from narita airport when he transitted at tokyo!


haha xiexieni! (:

happy birthday beatrice, sabrina and lemuel! haha. whoa so many!
have fun and enjoy your 20th and 21st respectively! haha <3<3

wanted to tan so badly today and it rained! ): this is like the first time in years i have the urge to tan and it rained. what is it telling me! plus it has been really sunny the past few days! )): what a mood dampen-er. so b and i decided to drop by pet safari to find the two shih tzus and theyre gone!!! both gone!! ): awww, i miss them! ): baby loves chow chow. i think they look like bears and like if theyre gna sit on your sofa, it will sink cus theyre fat-fat! guess theyre good for floor cleaning purposes with their massive fur lol.
anyways, loved my hair today! sorry for the grainy pictures ): 

contacts makes my eyes look bigger haha! it has this natural eye enlarging effect on me hahaha.

does anyone know how to make onigiri! haha theyre so cute! im gna learn them!


my hamsters have a new cageeee! <3<3 ive been such a wonderful owner! look, i wanted to club but i used the money for a better home for them instead, hahaha!its damn colourful and pretty! i know theyre gna be happy inside cus its big!
they dont know how to climb up the pipe yet. maybe they need time to explore?! mhmm.  baby and me were trying all means to lure them up the pipe like putting cheese there and stuff. lol IT KINDA WORKS! LOL. but they dont know the proper way to get down from the second level to the first so they just JUMPED down! lol

thank you love for accompanying me to interviews! the weather was just so crazy today it made me feel so sleepyyyy.
hope i get the job at bideas as an exhibition designer cus its so near my place! cross fingers!




 

baby's staying over at my place this weekend, yay love <3 we're playing around with the new fedora! this pig is sleeping nowww. ohboy, hes gonna kill me the next dawn he sees this. haha

 

i taught him a few chords on the guitar just now and gosh, isnt he a fast learner! like seriouslyyy, someone with absolutely no musical background can learn and switch 5 chords (rather) swiftly in just about like 45 minutes of practice! proud of my boy! beams-

b have been staying over at my place for a few days to prepare for his exams! i know hes gonna ace! even my mom said hes an intelligent boy, hahaha! (: had sketches with mommy and terr. the marinara was so good! and so smart of me! i misplaced all my accessories in the arcade while i played mariokart. i need to do something about my absent mindedness - so badly! i think im the clumsiest person that anyone have ever met!
geezzzz ive accidentally deleted ed's 21st birthday celebrate in my com and now i have no pics to post about it. he cooked all of us a feast and i really mean FEAST. hotel buffet standard! all nicely arranged as well. his cooking is really superb! we'll see he become a top chef one day!


baby, youre so pretty! can i have your eyes on my face please! HAHAHA!

baby looks refreshingly good after his new haircut!

can i  major in cheese pleaseeee?